Saturday, April 30, 2005
11:04 AM
star light, star bright. first star i see tonite. i wish i may. i wish i might. have the wish i wish tonite. very fairytale life. a very fairytale wedding. a very fairytale romance. suddenly felt tat this poem..the kiddy kiddy poem very nice..hahaz..last nite was writing diary..then dunno how come..tat time the wedding i witnessed in ritz when i first worked there came into mi mind..then rmb this song tat was played when they were showing the video clip..hahaz..dunno if im still working at ritz..sch going to reopen..feel like relaxing n playing with the remaining time i have now..so..theres a high possibility tat i will not witness any of the wonderful weddings le..:(..hmm..these few days..shld be quite occupied de..but quite relaxing also..but i still haven cut mi hair!!but actualli i also dunno how i shld cut it also..:P..still thinking in process..hahaz..oh ya!!!those reading rite..bee fang will be having a chalet on the 4th n 5th of may..there will be a bbq on the 4th of may..the chalet is at tanah merah(n it freaks mi out when ppl were telling mi how ulu it is n mite be...ahem ahem..)..each person will be paying arnd 10 dollars for the food..mi n zoe doing the job of calling ppl..so those reading..if i still haven call u yet leave mi a msg on mi tagboard k?makes mi job easier..:P..hahaz..all r welcome!!


Saturday, April 23, 2005
8:43 PM
backie from gal's shopping with yana today..hahaz..yupz..onli mi n yana..coz zoe was too tired..li yun has maths test next wk..wei ting has phy n chem test on monday..pearly has church n she gotta go down to np..bee fang has work..but yana is nice enough to come down today too although she has econs n maths test next wk..hahaz..then the rest of them arh..im understanding enough to understand all tat..dun worrie..;)..told u im nice long ago..:P..
hadnt meet mi bestie for so looooonnnggg!!!not to say go shopping..gals shopping somemore..:P..i love gals shopping!!!hahahaz..:P..then walked thru n fro about along orchard road..from orchard..all the way to og point at somerset..then all the way back to taka n wisma..hahaz..n yana says im crazie smth..hahaz..but ive to admit too..im realli crazie..hahaz..but i learnt more stuff tat i shld have learnt long ago as a gal..hahaz..shall not say wad it is..:X..then walked back again coz i cldnt find wad i wanted to..then yana also wanted to buy mi to u bear wrapper to wrap her bk..we bought ice cream from mac..the cone one..but the price raised by twice le..from 25c to 50c..hahaz..yupz yupz!!then came home quite tired..but im satisfied with mi shopping..:)..hahaz..okie..no need gals shopping for quite some time le!!but i still need mi bag n jacket n the mani mani stuff..gotta get them 1 fine day when i have ample of cash for mi to spare..:P..oh ya!!i ran into silin!!realised quite a lot of 1s21 ppl in sr..n ran into justina..hahaz..she said i looked different..hahaz..more lady lady..hahaz..:D..but guessed i'll trim mi hair pretty soon!!!:)

-*~.-*~.-*~.-*~.-*~.-eiffel tower is romantic becoz of couples' promises..:)-*~.-*~.-*~.-*~.-*~.-


Friday, April 22, 2005
11:39 AM
suddenly feel like saying some nonsensical stuff..or perhaps it aint exactly nonsensical..i dunno..n so here i go..sometimes..ren yu ren de guan xi..relationships..not juz between a boy n a gal..frenz..family..very amazing..1 minute..can be like arch enemy..the other minute..can be super close like tat..guess itz like tat..sometimes..i saw it from somewhere..sometimes the nearer u wan to get close to it..the further u r from it..n to quote jun xiang's msn nick now..'sometimes the more u think..the more there is no real ans'..guess life is like tat huh..these few days leh..dunno how come..feeling kinda weird..kinda lost..kinda like im alone in a super duber big world..'im a small small gal..in a big big world..itz not a big big thing if u.......'..heard this version of big big world sang by mi before??ahahaz..kinda silly..but tat time i was realli feeling tat way ma..ya..tat time..not now..but still..im juz like a small small gal in this big big complicated world..lost..trapped..feel like being in a very very quiet surroundings..then open up to nature..okie..itz aint exactly nature coz the cars driving past r so loud..then..sing some songs im familar with..ytd then realised smth..u know gu dan bei ban qiu rite..tat time whenever i hear it i cry..for some reason which i dunno if u know..then..now..dun cry le..sometimes feel like crying..coz of reminsce..(correct spelling??)..sometimes when im supposed to slp..when feeling realli lost..will take out a bk..sit on mi bed..listen to some music..take out some chocs..eat..they say tat chocs make ppl happie..until now i still dunno whether true or not..actualli i think the choc also depends on who gave it to u..so far..nv realli make mi feel happie..but can get mi distracted from the subject ive been thinking in mi head..n coz itz smth sweet..guess so..tats how i get miself to feel being loved when i seriously need to..sometimes very lost..i tend to get very very tired..heard of the song 'li qi' by ou de yang?tats the song i like most in the cd..'mei you li qi..zai hui wei tian mi..wo xiang zhe guo qu xiang zhi miao xiao ma yi..'..then make mi feel like an ant like tat..hmm..guessed tat leads on to another thing..wad ive been thinking about last nite before i go to slp..insecurity..think when im lost..tired..will lead on to insecure ba..dunno wad to do..maybe itz mood swing..maybe itz pms..maybe itz juz insecure..tat day when mi mama washed mi small blanky tat was meant to cover mi soft toy doggie i got for mi bday last yr(im affectionate..hahaz..:P)..then share a blanky with it..then feeling super hot..dun cover blanky..feel a sudden insecurity..then no matter how hot it is..still cover miself with blanky..guessed im super silly huh..n..without smth dear gave mi for our anniversary whenever i go to slp..i also will feel insecure..i dunno y..though it has juz been with mi for some time..habit?i dunno..itz juz..let mi have some peace in mi mind..hahaz..im a troublesome sharon..a problematic sharon..with so mani super duber probs with mi..tat sometimes i juz dunno wads wrong with mi tat will create all these stuff..but i also very seldom say these kinda stuff..quite la..coz..im not a good speaker..dunno how to realli express miself well..tats y i say 'thank you' n 'sorri' a lot..but now..im learning to open up..hahaz..with his help..still trying..trying very hard..but..m i strong?zoe once told mi in a card before..if got anything muz say out..dun everything keep to miself n put on a strong front..hahaz..itz juz tat i dun wan ppl to worry for mi..whenever i suddenly no k when im outside with ppl..i will be very very very quiet..think about stuff..then ppl talk to mi..reply in short replies..give a weak smile..dun wan to walk away n leave them coz it will make them worry..but sometimes still will break away from the crowd though..go to somewhere realli realli quiet for mi..if not then will go to toilet..cool down a bit..sometimes will break down a bit..come out..smile smile..pretend theres nth much..im not a crybaby..oh wait..perhaps i m..emotional..very emotional..n also..tats a way i release the pressure..the stress..i was feeling..to release mi emotions..no matter how weak im feeling tat time..if theres someone whom i feel who needs mi..i will be there..realli..cant leave anyone in lurch..tats wad i always say..will be strong at tat time..dun care how bad im feeling..make sure tat person nv feels alone..tats smth sharon lim will always do ba..guess so..sharon lim..juz has so mani probs..so mani mani thing tat i dunno wads wrong with mi..


Tuesday, April 19, 2005
11:21 AM
ATTENTION TO ALL EX-ZHONGHUARIANS:THE ANNUAL SPORTS DAY 2005 WILL BE HELD ON 21ST APRIL(1 mth before mi bday!!:D) IN THE MORNING.THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED TO GO/WILL BE GOING PLS SMS MI THEN WE MEET UP N GO TOGETHER OKIE??:D

suddenly got the urge to blog again..coz was bored online n read thru some cute cute video clips again..got 1..quite touching..the gal got heart disease..then the guy donate his heart to her..the guy nv said 'i love you' to her..coz he didnt know how to start it..the gal nv said 'i love you' to him..coz she tot he wld say..when he wanted to say..she fell into coma..when she wanted to say..he died..awwww..the gal asked the guy..if theres a next lifetime..how mani ppl do he wan to spend it with..the guy said 2..him n the one he loved..felt tat this sentence is the most touching of all..when the gal became an old lady..in the yr 2046..it reminded mi..2046..i nv tot tat i will be an old woman by then too..by then..will be 58 yrs old..wow..time seemed to fly so fast..then dunno how come..i suddenly rmb..i ask wei ting before..how old does she wan to get married..then she asked mi..i said 26..hahaz..mi tot too much..wanted to have mi first kid by 30..i dun wan to be gao lin chan fu..hahaz..dun laugh if u r now..(n when is mi sis ever going to get married..??!!!)now..look arnd mi..seemed like onli got bf very shun li in her ahem ahem..oh ya..n li yun i think..the rest not very..got 1 time..i feel so magnanimous..hahaz..coz i seemed to be there for mi frenz whenever they need mi..hahaz..but itz smth tat i shld do..between mi n mi frenz..realised got 1 common point..for gals..facing every single affair of heart..onli got a few words to describe:silly..chi qing..yi xin yi yi..zhen xin zhen yi..for guyz..dun realli wanna describe..but can say..every small matter they do..gals seemed to be easily contented..let the gal xin dong...........one day..when i grow older..i'll fulfil mi childhood dream..tats is..to go to paris..


Monday, April 11, 2005
3:34 PM
If a girl cries in front of u,
It means she cant take it anymore.
If u take her hand,
She would stay with u for the rest of her life.
If u let her go,
She couldnt go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wun cry easily,
Except in front of the person whom she loves the most,
She becomes weak.

A girl wun cry easily,
Onli when she loves u the most,
She put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cried becoz of u,
Please hold her hands firmly,
Coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a girl cried becoz of u,
Please dun give her up,
Maybe becoz of ur decision,
U ruin her life.

When she cries right in front of u,
When she cries becoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n the hurt she's feeling.

Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
In front of u,
And becoz of u?

She cries not becoz shes weak,
She cries not becoz she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries becoz crying silently is no longer possible,
The pain,hurt n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside

Guys, think about it,
If a girl cry her heart to u,
And all becoz of u,
Itz time to look back on what u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

read this from somewhere..felt tat itz touching..for gals..think itz quite true..


Saturday, April 09, 2005
8:58 PM
feeling a little frustrated..a bit more than little lost..quite much bored..staring at the com screen..scrolling mi mouse for one blog to another..think updating mi blog is more meaningful..dunno issit tat im having mood swing now..which is quite uncommon nowadays..or issit a post thingy or a pre thingy..dunno if u get wad i mean..nvm..or prehaps suddenly i look arnd mi n realise no one's arnd mi..maybe tat?think so..coz i was thinking back at those times..chatting..laughing..crapping..poking..all those times in zhonghua..compared to now..felt so different..tat time..although some of us felt rather upset with some stuff in life..but still can be very close..share weals n woes..shopping..outings..still..managed to cheer up somehow..at least on the outside if not inside..those days..now..where is the love..dun be mistaken..itz the love between frenz....whos arnd mi..izyana..very long nv talk to her le..wei ting..seems like we contacted each other wks ago..bee fang still got contact coz we going sp together..zoe..li yun..jasmine..pearly....like drifted apart..??think now they in jc..shld be quite happie ba..maybe except for wei ting..coz of aj teachers..but he shld be able to cheer her up de..now diff jcs..diff life..no doubt will drift apart de..nah..mi juz being silly as usual..thinking a lot a lot again..itz not like ive nv experienced it before..like i did in sec 1..lost..then became a bit zi bi..everytime recess go library read bk..can imagine..the so noisy..crazie..lame sharon used to be like tat..coz tat time..i was still holding on to mi p6 times..those tat ive treasured a lot a lot..cant let go..i know itz not the end of the frenship between us..i know..but..juz feeling apart..far from u all..tats y now..thinking back..then looking whos arnd mi..seemed like theres no one arnd at all..


Wednesday, April 06, 2005
10:09 AM
weeeEEEEEEEEeeeee!!here to update on mi sunday n monday!!hahahaz..sunday..went out to get compac pay n realised i still had to go back there next mth to collect mi the other half of the pay coz the invoice hadnt come in yet..then headed down to dear's hs for dinner..ehz..nono..itz go his hs wait then later go out for dinner..gosh..!!saw his papa mama grandmama grandpapa his uncles n aunties..!!was super nervous n didnt wan to go in in the first place..kept lingering at the mrt n outside the lift..but in the end..it was quite alrite..coz i didnt dare to go to the living room n kept staying in his room..(i didnt know wad to say to his papa n mama!!)hahaz..n im was popular with his kiddy cousin!!hahaz..but too bad his baby cousin cant talk yet..i didnt know how to speak to her..mandy and chin siang gave us smth each..thankie ya!!!they r so cute!!hahaz..guessed dear is quite close to them ba..hahaz..then went outside for dinner..it was great!!there were so mani dishes..n dear finished up 2 n a half plates of rice..wow rite..didnt know he cld eat so much..hahaz..then later went back to his grandparents hs to watch tv..turn left turn rite..although i watched it for dunno how mani times le..but still very nice..then i went home coz didnt wan to reach home too late..whew!!normally this kinda thing got a pass n fail thing..hahaz..wondered how i did though..:X..but..im done with it le!in the end so happie..ahhahaz..ive survived it!!hahaz..then monday..4th april 2005..was our first yr anniversary..went to watch house of fury..the show not bad..n stephen fung..for the first time didnt felt tat he was good-looking in the cinema at all..dunno y..then later makan long john n went to a shop to get smth..:X..hahaz..tot he didnt have the guts to get it..but in the end i was the one who was realli shy about it n kept saying 'anything'..hahaz..then took neoprint..!!then headed down to east coast..down there..so nice..so relaxing..scenery so nice..hadnt been there for a long long time..hahaz..not onli him..i also wished tat time will stop there too..hahaz..then went to parkway to have dinner..but i didnt eat much coz i wasnt feeling very well..then went home..yea..a very very memorable day..hahaz..shaking..poking..looking..hahaz..his eyes r soo small..:P..n hez so cute when he slps!!hahaz..oops..!!hehez..hmm..waiting for next yr to come..n now i know..there r no 'ifs' in the world..if everything also has a 'if'..the world will turn upside down!!;)


Saturday, April 02, 2005
12:46 PM
hmm..nth much lately..had been icing at home..watching vcd..stairway to heaven..very nice..make mi wan to cry every now n then..but very long-winded leh..like..wan the couple to be together then they like wan..dun wan like tat..when wan tat time got smth happen..no wonder there r 28 episodes..:P..then..hmmm..besides tat..had been losing a lot of slp..coz tat time went to watch the eye 10 with dear..actualli the movie not very scary..but in the end i practically every nite have to flip n toss for quite a while to slp..then cant slp call dear..hehez..ThAnKiE yA!!:D..hahaz..he managed to get mi to slp in the end..dunno how de..hahaz..then..he was greedy on tat day also..hahaz..shheesssh!!!looking forward to monday!!itz finalli coming..!!


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